um... yah.

i think because i am lost i keep making lists. i want a map so that i can see where i "should" be here in this new environment.. i don't know if that will help though. i will try. so this semester i will:

write a bunch of papers.
build an organ out of an exercise bike and some other stuff
take a bunch of pictures of myself nude or almost nude
hopefully make some music.
write some max programs.
read alot
decide whether i am actually going to be an artist or not.
try to actually listen to people more. yah
learn processing and flash and bla bla blah.

basic stamp programming is pretty awesome. i need to start thinking about some applications. like the following:

a bunch of clickers for people to make a really loud sound. it would be good if this was totally mechanical. we shall see. it will probably have to be connected to a computer. tho audio synthesis on a basic stamp is pretty cool.

piezo buzzer collection for controlling max to do wierd things. connect the freaking dots.

yo know what i just found out? there are mice that come out at night to walk all over my clean dishes and shit on them. f those mice.